meh
oday i did something quite strange
I was so upset today that i decided to do things
tht i used to do before i was depressed . 

So after my shitty bio exam , i drifted to pekan. 
Had a nice lunch alone just enjoying the silence ,
went to shop for baking supplies 
and got a haircut from an aunty 
who i've been going to her shop since i was 5. 

And the best thing was , they all remembered me . 
The waiter from the cafe chatted with me
the cashier from the baking supply shop asked
what am i going to make after this 
the aunty who said it was as if yesterday
that i was 6 and sat on her kiddy chair to get my haircut 
and how time flies.

It made me happy , really
I'm not sure why but maybe because I miss the life I had 
before.
before negativity took me in.
It was quite a spontaneous day.
Where I spent my day alone
going home with taxi and doing some errands. 
I feel independent .

I should totally do it again on my birthday
+
fleurs