i wish sometimes , somewhere in my life --

i would experience a love where you meet them unexpectedly , and you can see the love grows day by day like one of those where you read in fanfictions and novels .

like bumping into each other in a cafe , spilled coffee on one's shirt .
or even in a music shop searching for a guitar ,
in a bookstore , tracing along the book ,

and dates come after , and you start to feel lucky .

but , my first time meeting the first love i've felt wasn't as cliche as i wanted it .

it was on a hazy monday afternoon , where i first stepped on my new school - high school . He stood far away from me , but i could see him clearly . why?

Because deep down far my cold ice heart , i know he's going to wreck my life.

good and bad.