Dear January , 

I started our first day , hanging out at some random cafe near the futsal court with my three seniors - - who then turned to ten seniors because the futsal team joined .
I'm not gonna say it was fun , because it wasn't. I spend it with the wrong people . You see? I met one of the people who's the cause of my main insecurities ; my body.
But the only good feeling i felt , was freedom .

because i sneaked out from my house rofl.

I also spent our first day with a guy that i'm very much infatuated with , it was nothing big . We had lunch - well more to me . I ordered chicken lasagna and end up eating only 1/4 of it -- the rest , it went to him of course . We talked , talked till we're the only customer in the cafe . Figured out that we stayed there for too long  and took a taxi to go back home.
In the taxi , he told me he dreamed of me three time in two weeks , number one dream i got eaten by a monster , number two , i was trapped in an apartment . He didn't tell me number three. But he said he saved me in all of his dreams .

I laughed and silently thought he is very whipped.