its 2:34am

and i shouldn't be awake. but here i am typing this away.

I think- lately, there's too many things happening to me in such an absurd pace , i couldn't keep up.
Overwhelmed and just a tad bit fazed, I was trying to find a pace where i can stable myself.
as i'm writing this , i still haven't found the pace.

dark circles under my eyes are starting to become a permanent mark ,
I was constantly up at odd hours .
Trying to find an escape.
To this weird feelings,
of longing,
curiosity,
sensitivity,
or something.

but i'll find it,