hi,
i think at this point i should name this blog something.
so i feel like i'm talking to someone.
because all of my possession' name starts with
the letter G, Goji my guitar
Gemma, my piano
i'll call you Gillan, ok?

Gillan, i miss my ex boyfriend.
i miss receiving affection from someone.
i miss talking to someone that loves me back.

i feel lonely, even though i'm not.
i'd be lying if i say i don't receive love
from the people around me,
because i do, a lot.

but
romantically, i'm alone.
and being a secretly affectionate person,
that sucks.

that's all for now, gillan.