Gillan,

i'm in that state again.
like when i was in high school.

when all i want to do is just to avoid people
and sleep in my bed for weeks.

But I can't do that anymore because i know it's bad
for me.
I hate being unproductive.
I hate being useless.

I want to set this side of mine on fire
because I do not enjoy her.

I want to overcome her.
i know I can.

love,
vv