Dear Gillan, 

I haven't wrote for a while....uh so I'll write something quick because I feel like I'm not utilising my keyboard well hahaha

I've been thinking about career, gillan. I see those korean dramas where the main lead is an established music producer/sound engineer, or has their own business, a cafe owner and stuff like that. 

Will my career be ever seen as cool? What if I want to describe my career in a cool way? 

Hmm I think I would like to be a freelance pastry chef. Like, I want to buy a house or a space and renovate it to be my studio - where I experiment and craft my own menu. I would collect all the pretty plates and mugs from the thrift stores or even better, all around the world. I would film my day to day work and post it on youtube. People can book my service and I can set up tea-time for them with the appropriate setup. One thing important, I don't want it to look aesthetic but lacks functionality. That is something I'm trying to work on. 

Maybe I'll look back to this post and be like " u silly cabbage! " btw this 23 years old Wafaa typing....hello future Wafaa.

Ok bye 

xx